This Woman, Part 2

18 Jul

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(Previously)

My love is burning magnesium. White hot then gone. She didn’t text back. I don’t give a shit.

I got on Filipino Cupid. They look and talk like their heads are coconuts with features drawn on. Except one. On a tiny island. She’ll be the mother of my children.

No dealing with a girl who won’t fuck on the first date. Because you can’t know. Do I like you or just need you to like me. Her sweat just made me pheromonal. Her long puffy nipples. Mine perfect, compact. What would our children’s have been like.

Me and my dad bred rabbits. We got the biggest albino female we could find. The tiniest black male. Thunder and Lightning. The baby was medium, tan. Brownie. I loved her. One day something got in the hutch and took her. Point being: our children. Medium size nipples. Now gone.

Women need to need one of me like I need one of them. Even the fat ones don’t like me anymore. It’s because I feel too much. Then too little. I’m too ugly, et cetera.

People tell me it’s misogyny. But I was worse before. I’m too horny. Worse before. The worse you are the better they like you. That must be it. They hate me for how great I am. No going back now. I was a dick like some people are pro athletes. I only had so much in me.

Texted her because I wanted to hold hands and watch the comet. A miracle. I could still go, I thought. Who needs her. I could be with my God.

I went alone up the hill. Waited a long time in the dark. It didn’t come. As expected.

6 Responses to “This Woman, Part 2”

  1. Conrad Shilton July 18, 2020 at 9:35 pm #

    it’s because you’re not a multi-millioniare.
    that’s the minimum expected of men now, for women to reciprocate your love.
    that and a muscular physique. you only have one of those.
    having a few hundred k isn’t enough these days in america.
    need at least 10 million or more.
    look, even that 33 yr old bangladeshi who got killed recently made 10 mil from his prank-call app. women see news like that, it hits their subconscious, and it feeds their expectations even more. “oh, you haven’t made huge profits off the internet tech boom? you didn’t invest in bitcoin or tesla in the early 2010s? you must be a dumbass loser. but at least you have abs.”

    a woman can easily spend a million in a year. easily. now extend that over the course of a 20+ year marriage.
    that’s why you’re smart for retreating to the filipina option.
    one of them will be happy with your current status.
    just don’t bring her here. move over there and stay there. brand new house by the ocean probably costs $200k or less.
    a few more years you’ll have enough to retire to SEasia and live your dream.
    patience.

    • Bilbo July 19, 2020 at 9:42 am #

      This is not the reason, but it’s a nice justification.

      The real reason is that Tacos is exhausting. Men like reading tacos because he makes us feel better about ourselves. He’s a martyr for us.

      Women don’t like wiley coyotes unless you have the balls to be a criminal. In general, women like guys who have big balls.

      The problem with all these internet people, like tacos, is that they don’t live in the world. They live in their screens.

      Hard screen life must be balanced with hard life life. People think the latter doesn’t exist but it does. If all your energies are digital you’re just going to get digital love in return.

  2. BROKE IDIOT July 20, 2020 at 7:39 pm #

    IF WE HAD JUST BOUGHT BITCOINS WHEN ALLCAPSBRO WAS JOKING ABOUT IT BACK IN 2015 WE WOULD BE RICH ENOUGH TO RETIRE RIGHT NOW. THE SAME CAN BE SAID ABOUT BUYING CHAINLINK AROUND THE TIME MENA4 KEPT MENTIONING IT. I THINK ABOUT THIS EACH AND EVERY DAY.

  3. Eric Shun July 22, 2020 at 8:13 pm #

    you were too nice to her. she could smell your thirst. she’s now seeing a hot-shot hedge fund manager. someone who doesn’t text or call her back. when he does, it’s after sundown. he just tells her to put on a plaid skirt and come over. bends her over, straps her into position. gets her ass red from repeated spankings. her long puffy nipples are put into clamps. ball gag in her mouth. yanks her hair, talks down to her. makes her feel like subhuman trash. the pain makes her feel less numb, more alive. she loves every minute of it.

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