Archive | Drugs RSS feed for this section

A True Story about God

21 Nov

Picoides nuttallii -Olive View, Sylmar, California, USA -male-8.jpg

After I moved into my place in Echo Park, back when I was getting wasted every day, I got license plates in the mail. They belonged to the guy who’d moved out. I knew my landlady would know where he went. And I should say something. But I didn’t. I kept them. Because what if I need these plates. If I get in trouble for my crimes, I can put them on my 1979 Mercedes S Class. Leave town. They’ll think it’s another guy driving Idi Amin’s car. Continue reading

Reader Mailbag: You’re an Old Loser

12 Oct

Sure. But that’s not what I worry about. I felt like an old loser at 22. Of course I look back now, see a picture of myself– I look like a baby. I feel like an old loser now. When I look back at 65 I’ll laugh at how stupid I was. I know this. Knowing this does nothing. It doesn’t help at all. But then hearing it from you doesn’t hurt. It does nothing. I hope it helps you. But you’ll wake up tomorrow needing to leave mean comments. I’ll wake up feeling like an old loser. It’s just genetic. Continue reading

Alcoholic Diary 2013

10 Feb

dos-equis

About to turn five years sober. Found this journal entry.  From right before I stopped drinking. Continue reading

Protected: Diary: My Brief Abstinence Career

3 Sep

This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Protected: Sanctuary

29 Aug

This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Protected: I Am Not Allowed to Think about Hot Young Pussy

28 Aug

This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Protected: One Year of Sobriety

7 Feb

This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Protected: Diary: Throw out the Script

21 Jun

This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

Protected: We Admitted We Were Powerless

16 Feb

This content is password protected. To view it please enter your password below:

The Last Hangover

12 Feb

image stolen from www.ep.tc

image stolen from http://www.ep.tc

I should have gone out with a five gram coke binge. Topped it off with some nasty skid row black tar. But this will have to do.

I’ve been sitting inside all day hung over. Reading stupid shit on the internet and listening to Opie and Anthony. Masturbating to small penis humiliation videos. I have work to do, important work. Big real estate project and a bunch of writing stuff. I need the money. I am too hung over. Continue reading