The Bear, Part 1

30 Jan

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I met her at Sex and Love Addicts Anonymous.

She was an Instagram poet. Laura. She’d raised her hand as a newcomer. An old man shared about his virtual affair with a woman he met on online. They built a fantasy together in DMs. They rode horses over meadows. Waterfalls and streams, he said. It brought him to tears remembering. I saw her watching him like I was. Thinking it was beautiful.

After the meeting, when I was walking to my car, she said she liked my share. I said thank you. She said is the program helping you, and I said it’s taking its time but yes. She said hey I know who you are.

Oh man

I like your work

Then you know why I need this shit.

Sit with me a minute, she said. She had black hair, black eyes, she wore black yoga pants and a black top with one shoulder showing. A beautiful long collarbone.

We walked over to a patio on the grounds of the church complex. Concrete benches on the edge of the dark woods. I’ve read a lot of your stuff, she said. I feel connected to you in many ways.

And what brought you here

I keep getting in bad situations with boys, she said.

They’d say that’s the disease

So like how does this work, do you just not have sex ever? Do you never jerk off ever again?

Everyone has their own “P & M” plan but yes, I can’t have sex outside a relationship and I can masturbate every other day, using no visual stimulus.

Do you ever cheat

Not yet.

I feel like I was meant to know you, she said. Do you want to get a cup of tea? I promise not to fuck you.

I shouldn’t have said yes. But I did.

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7 Responses to “The Bear, Part 1”

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      Anonymous February 20, 2024 at 9:20 am #

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