Diary: Therapy is Working

19 Jul


My new collection The Pussy is out. Crack open The Pussy, tear up The Pussy, The Pussy is available used, etc.

How about some positivity. Therapy’s working. Two sessions, we got to blaming my parents. I have homework, to think about how my parents fucked me up. This morning I conceived of them as ordinary people. It made me sick. I’m like them. Lower middle class tax payer. Throwaway sentence in the history books, in aggregate with other schlumps. The smallfolk dwelled in smelly apartments, paid bills, jerked off feverishly waiting for their Family Pak of chicken to cook. Still, they found meaning in love and children. Except one guy.

I’m one of God’s perfect creatures. Here to experience beauty in the world. Moved by this I went out in public. Sat in a shady patch in the park. Every conversation around me: Pokemon. Plus there’s a disturbing trend now of black men and Asian women. White men used to be their “bad boy,” but they’ve correctly surmised that we too are weak small penis nebbishes. Fashionable Kanye looking blacks will absorb all world pussy. Even Asians, the only good kind. Pussy capitalism reaches new nadirs. 13 illuminati suck up all world capital and a thousand black Chads hoard all American pussy. So be it. All I want is a flesh robot that looks like a Japanese 14 year old. How has no one made this. They have apps for every god damn thing. I’ll give her the Voigt Kampf test while reaming her. The tortoise bit will make her pussy clench.

Some positivity. I can breathe. I don’t have cancer– except typing“cancer” probably gives me cancer. Well if I have cancer I don’t know about it. Same as not having it.

Good haircut. When I wear my tight gay T shirt my latissimi dorsi ripple in a manner that would please women, if my face were perfect and I earned at least $2.5 million a year. I have a date later. Asian; name something like “Dong.” I’ll run my tongue over every salty inch of Dong on my flagging mattress. Smear the smell and taste of Dong over my sweaty body. Can’t stop looking at pictures of Dong. Dong penetrated me deeply. Who knows. She’s enthusiastic about the date. So she’ll be worse than her pics. But I will accept Dong. I’ll stroke Dong rapidly until Dong convulses and pukes, et cetera.

Therapy reminded me– I need to change shit. When I got sober and found God my prayers meant something. Helping others helped me. Now prayers mean as much as the instructions on the ramen packet. I know that my help does nothing. Every addict I’ve reached out to has relapsed and is worse off. I saw a guy I sponsored lurking by the Coinstar machine at Vons, headphones on, waiting to scrimp lost nickels off the rack geeked out on meth. My sponsee in prison wrote me back. Said: I got paroled so I’m not going to do more work inside. He’ll get out and kill people.

Shit stops working. You have to find new shit. This includes God. You must find a new God or a new way to experience God constantly. Just like you can’t jerk off to the same Xhamster pussy. Or the same nationality of pussy, or the same species fucking the pussy– you can’t say the same prayers and do the same kindly acts. You need a mule raping a dwarf. Even then you get sick of them all being Brazilian. Too few countries poor enough for horse fucking but rich enough for video. You have to confuse the the muscle.

33 Responses to “Diary: Therapy is Working”

  1. Atlanta Man July 19, 2016 at 10:03 am #

    I am just not into Asians. I looked at Asian porn in the VHS era back when the tape was whatever was on there, I even jerked off to the promos at the beginning of the movie. Once I got internet and the free tube sites Asians are not on my radar at all. I like pale white teenage women raised by single mothers or divorced parents. Asians are doable but not compelling. Latinas are fucking hot though, light skinned black chicks also do it for me, also see white girls as mentioned above. Asians are all you DT-send me the white, Latina, and fair skinned black chicks. No sideways pussy for me…..

    • Nikolai Vladivostok July 19, 2016 at 2:46 pm #

      Only blacks and white nationalists pretend that white girls are better looking than Asians.

      Girls will date whoever is the flavour of the week. In Japan there used to be a joke: “What do gaijin (foreigners) and Versace handbags have in common? They’re both ugly as sin and every Japanese girl wants one.” The joke doesn’t work anymore because fashion, unfortunately, moves on. We all wish it could be 1980 forever but what are you going to do.

      • Atlanta Man July 19, 2016 at 2:58 pm #

        How did you know I was a Whit Nationalist? Who has been telling my secrets!?!

      • Nikolai Vladivostok July 19, 2016 at 4:09 pm #

        Ha, that reminds me of that one good Shappelle skit where he’s a blind, black klansman.
        Also reminds me of Roissy who I’m pretty sure is a Jewish antisemite.

      • K-hole July 20, 2016 at 5:05 pm #

        I’m with the Decatur Masturbator on this one: Asian women look like gray aliens who spent too much time in the sun.

    • Father O'Hara aka Adolf Hitler's Skid Marks On His Underpants July 19, 2016 at 7:22 pm #

      I hope a cop shoots you! 🙂

    • Sorcerygod July 25, 2016 at 2:20 pm #

      Atlanta Man, you are a 78 out of 100 on the open-minded pussymeter scale.

      The question is, is a higher score or a lower score better?

  2. crypto-jew July 20, 2016 at 11:28 am #

    plz post pics of dong so we can live vicariously through your online dating sucksesses & misadventures. men r visual. pic = 1000 words.

  3. Bonne Tacos July 20, 2016 at 4:29 pm #

    Literary sex scenes are infamous for being embarrassing and laughably bad, but yours are actually pretty good by now, even when they’re gross. I still remember the one with the girl looking like a baby taking a dump when she was coming. On the money.

  4. dried crusty cumstain found at a crime scene in torrance July 20, 2016 at 8:29 pm #

    re: “You have to confuse the the muscle.”

    have you fucked an armenian yet—or better yet, a muslim. there’s also light-skinned indians, persians, hapas, chicks who look half asian and half russian but they’re from some former soviet union place like kyrgystan. go do a jewgle search for “yakutian women”. they live in the coldest city in the world and look weird but hot.

    to be honest i get kind of bored of your writing now. because you repeat the same shit about either fucking or not fucking asians. and when it’s not an asian, she’s white or some used up drug-whore. Only 2 main departures were that dirty mexican cunt and that negress from way back when you made the reference to quantum leap. and of course the trips to mexico city/tijuana/philippines. your poasts were more interesting when you were drinking and doing various drugs like a cool LA wannabe star.

    aside from writing about fucking you also write about how much life and work suck. so deep. you write what we’re all thinking…which becomes monotonous. yes, the apocalypse would be nice, but it looks like everything’s 100% awesome and there will never be any war or mass cataclysm ever again.

    so what are you doing with your life aside from pussy—that’s all there really is. and why would you need therapy. you’re 6’1, white, not ugly, and who is above-average intelligence with witty writing skills. surely you could come up with more adventurous ways to live your life than the same shit over and over again, struggling with depression when you clearly have it better off than your situation before, and much better off than 99% of the other dirt-poor people in the world.

    entertain us. it’s your duty as someone who has the funds and imagination to do so. dance monkey dance. don’t kill yourself (yet) but at least do something different that isn’t the typical weak beta shit like going to therapy to talk about your first world problems. your parents gave you good genes and supported you enough to get some sort of “prestigious” education. why waste it being afraid of your true potential.

    you’ll just end up like them.

    • Shervin July 21, 2016 at 10:16 am #

      Fuck you faggot what the fuck have YOU ever written or created?

      You’re a NOBODY. Stop criticizing others.

      Everybody’s a critic!

      Delicious Tacos is a pussy-slaying literary genius, pure and simple.

      • Dearest Shervin, July 21, 2016 at 1:19 pm #

        I’ll have you know that this gentleman form Torrance once had a rather well-written blog of his own, but he decided to take it down.

        If this gentleman decided to resurrect his blog, them Benjamins would be a-flowin. Across our great nation, glistening thighs, fresh with the musk of Bikram, would part for the lusty hope of even juuust a brush from his mighty quill pen…

        Plunge thyself back into the Inkwell, O ye forgotten scribe.

    • Nikolai Vladivostok July 21, 2016 at 6:00 pm #

      Your comment reminds me of this episode of Black Mirror:

      • Atlanta Man July 22, 2016 at 7:22 am #

        The singing girl who was put into porn was pretty hot, I would like to hit that without a condom.

    • Sorcerygod July 25, 2016 at 2:24 pm #

      I understand both the critic and the upset reader who leaps up defending Delish.

      Delicious Tacos has to work a job and cannot just “magic up” experiences. Also, unlike my website (click on my name), Delish is
      primarily writing a DIARY. That narrows it down quite a bit. I have
      the luxury of writing short stories, songs, my feelings on Donald
      Trump (see: the 2050 Dynasty for a speculation on Trump’s sons killing
      each other for their father’s throne), etc.

      No, it’s not easy being Delicious Tacos. But I respect him tremendously.

      Perhaps someday we’ll meet, Sorcerygod and Delicious Tacos.

      I have a feeling …

  5. E July 21, 2016 at 3:42 am #

    I don’t *need* a mule raping a dwarf. I can quit anytime I want.

  6. Goo duk on you day radar July 21, 2016 at 12:01 pm #

  7. Anonymous July 24, 2016 at 2:50 pm #

    Your blog is like a lounge singer in a strip club trying desperately to get someone to say you have a great voice but everyone is focused on the beat and dancing ladies.

    • Sorcerygod July 25, 2016 at 2:26 pm #

      That’s a nice metaphor, but too harsh. Delicious Taco’s blog is like an eagle that others mistake for a hummingbird because it moves too fast when you sight it.

  8. Sorcerygod July 25, 2016 at 2:30 pm #

    I wrote this earlier and I would like to expound upon it:

    Also, unlike my website (click on my name), Delish is
    primarily writing a DIARY. That narrows it down quite a bit. I have
    the luxury of writing short stories, songs, my feelings on Donald
    Trump (see: the 2050 Dynasty for a speculation on Trump’s sons killing
    each other for their father’s throne), etc.

    I see Delicious Tacos as being a beacon calling out for help. In other words, he wants to be rescued from a shitty life.

    If I had a corporation — which I will someday, when I become a full-fledged, published writer — I would instantly offer to give Delish an excellent job, but then he’d have to move from smoggy Los Angeles to frigid Toronto where I live. But then again, I seem to recall he’s from Boston, so mebbe he could get used to the winters again.

    Delish, can you handle snowflakes falling on your outstretched tongue?

    Anyway, don’t be a stranger, click on my name and come visit my site. I can’t talk with you one-on-one right now, Delish, but once things settle down …

  9. Sorcerygod July 25, 2016 at 5:16 pm #

    Update: Atlanta Man has joined my forum and posted a comment.

    If you go to http://www.sorcerygod.wordpress.com I will be there waiting for you and we can dialogue. Or just click on my name and a new window will open.

    Ultimately, I would like to see Delicious Tacos himself there. C’mon, Delish, make a special guest appearance at someone else’s show. It can be like the Love Boat in the 80’s when a “top-name” B-grade actor showed upon the cruise ship. For those of you who don’t know what the Love Boat is … check your YouTube and your history. Also, Airwolf. Can’t forget Stringfellow and his mysterious piloting in the dark skies. FIRE HEAT-SEEKERS!

    • Anonymous July 27, 2016 at 12:56 pm #

      You are clearly an utter loser whose compensatory defense, a rich fantasy life, has coalesced into an echo chamber of a blog that no one gives a shit about—because it reeks of you, loser.

      You lie and you say you are a pimp. In the meantime the loser in you shines through everything you write like a flashbulb.

      No one who would name himself “sorcerygod” can have touched a vagina he didn’t pay for within the last five years. Women smell loser on a dude, and I smell it too.

      • Sorcerygod July 28, 2016 at 7:21 am #

        *mildly* That’s harsh.

        I never said I was selling female ass NOW. Even in the near-future, it’s only an option. But it is an option.

        Your hostility to me — which is spiking into the stratosphere — suggests the defensiveness of a man who, contrary to his assertions, actually mostly believes me — and doesn’t like the idea of girls being whored. Well fuck you. That’s what they’re there for — to serve beautiful, brilliant males like me.

        If the rest of you are curious what Anonymous is ranting about, come visit my website by clicking on my name. Delicious Tacos, if you want to email me, my address is


        I’d like to hear from you.

      • Bonne Tacos July 28, 2016 at 12:44 pm #

        I’d like to hear Nikol’s thoughts on Sorcerygod.

      • poop upon the 'Sorce if you want, but July 28, 2016 at 2:04 pm #

        You gotta give him credit for staying in character.

      • shithead@gmail.com July 28, 2016 at 4:34 pm #

        I don’t hate you dumbfuck.

        You wish I did. Hell, you wish ANYONE did, amirite?

        I don’t care about you.

        You’re a loser and a tryhard. Doesn’t bother me.

  10. hey 'sorce, now that tacos flew to cooze-co™ July 30, 2016 at 9:12 am #

    …be THOU the one to Entertain us,
    to regale us Gentlesirs with tales of places abroad,
    or of places o’ broad ???

    But choose thy path carefully, wizard,
    for there are many Trolls in the enchanted wood…

  11. Anonymous August 2, 2016 at 1:21 am #

    Will it make you feel good to write a story for this niche? Honestly? With all that you care but pretend not to care about as a writer, are these people, who inevitably respond to content as if they can actually hold up a conversation with you, the ones you want to write for?

  12. Chuck "Conrad de Villiers" Harrison August 9, 2016 at 8:51 pm #

    Somewhere on here you talked about how attractive young women seem to live in a completely separate society, like the old Shakers. Like, they don’t even go to the same grocery stores or otherwise fulfill their basic human necessities around men like us.

    I remembered this because you talked about Asians being the only good kind of pussy. And I understand that, as usual, but I want to propose that only from your vantage point are they the only good kind of pussy.

    It’s true that Asians can be sexy from all ages between 16 and 46. And who wouldn’t prefer a svelte 30-year-old Korean girl over a pudgy, wrinkly, burnt-out 30-year-old White American girl? But I’ve seen enough counterexamples — mostly sourced from my younger days — to know this is a false dichotomy. If they’re of a certain social class and inclination, the White girls can remain attractive. (I once caught myself catching a pang of lust over a girlfriend’s fifty year old mom). If they’re the type, they’ll frequently have a certain demureness. And inevitably, they will be nowhere you or me.

    I grew up in a mildly fancy suburb, but probably not as fancy as where you went to prep school. Viewing a decade of time, there seems to be a bifurcation that gradually emerges, and I think I’m now on the wrong side of it. (Think about whatever happened to all those prim MA horse girls you used to know). Maybe I should have signed up for Cotillion, or gone to church more often, or done fewer drugs, or gone to a more conservative university.

    Point is, the other side of this divide seems to live in either expensive tracts of the country that we are now generally divided from, or in delicately arranged social spheres that we are also generally divided from. And that’s why it seems like they’re Shakers, and why you’re up on the Asians*. You seem to have completely internalized this arrangement. I still remember and I want to resist or return, but I don’t know how.

    In spite of all this: I hope that on delicioustacos.com, you don’t keep spooning out the toxic water that you’ve dipped from the deep well of nihilism. You do a lot of fun and interesting stuff. Maybe just a post on the leafcutter ants’ activities, and your meditations upon them, or something like that. How much Spanish do you really speak? How’d you get to learn?

    *If they (unlikely) live in Echo Lake or Silver Park or whichever god-forsaken cholo-hipster asylum you live in, they probably use FreshDirect for their groceries, or go to the store when both you and their husbands are working.

    • Chuck "Conrad de Villiers" Harrison August 9, 2016 at 9:02 pm #


      Also post more about birds and stuff. Could anything in this world ever compare to the sublime patterns of birds’ feathers?

  13. mike August 10, 2016 at 10:23 pm #

  14. CEO Nikolic August 20, 2016 at 6:21 am #

    Hi Delicious Tacos. Where are you? I miss you, and have been looking for your posts several times over the past week.

    I wrote an entire article on you at my website, which you can go to by clicking on my name. Scroll down to find it if you want to read what I think about you. It’s too long to post here, but it’s a summation of your website.

    In reply to the previous poster, although I guess it’s tolerable for you to make suggestions as to what Delicious Tacos should write about, it’s really, when you boil it down, a cock of bullshit.

    Because Delish is a Creator who works for himself. This is not for you. This is for himself. And this is how it should be.

    Were he in the commercial marketplace, the dictates of marketing, of making a buck, might be different. But even then, what sells is the genuineness of writer’s Voice and experience. Even then, him doing his own thing is the appeal. A dancing monkey for your entertainment is not what grabs the attention. Delicious Tacos is real, because he’s himself, and the proportions of his articles — some posts natural, some posts black and relentless, some posts funny — are arches into his filigreed world.

    Anyway, Delish, I will be coming here regularly. Your website is much bigger than mine, but I’m looking for guest writers on my site, so if any of you guys want a place to post your thoughts in polished articles, consider writing for me. I can’t pay you — yet — but keep it in mind. My e-mail is on my site. Anyway, mainly I’m writing this posting to support Delicious Tacos. I hope to meet him someday and … well, see what happens.


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