When I masturbate, my fantasy is that the girl is using no birth control and begs me not to cum in her, but I do anyway. And I think about how she’s definitely going to get pregnant, and it will ruin her life. That’s what it takes for me to get off.
When I’m fucking (REDACTED), who does not use birth control and makes me pull out, in order to cum I have to concentrate fiendishly hard up to the very last microsecond on the idea that I’m not going to pull out this time, that I’m going to to squeeze her half to death with my big gym arms and crush all the resistance out of her as I pump her full of jizz, which I know will impregnate her. Which I know will ruin her life.
And then I pull out and sheepishly nut into my boxers.