Even More on Beating Off

19 Jul

When I masturbate, my fantasy is that the girl is using no birth control and begs me not to cum in her, but I do anyway. And I think about how she’s definitely going to get pregnant, and it will ruin her life. That’s what it takes for me to get off.

When I’m fucking (REDACTED), who does not use birth control and makes me pull out, in order to cum I have to concentrate fiendishly hard up to the very last microsecond on the idea that I’m not going to pull out this time, that I’m going to to squeeze her half to death with my big gym arms and crush all the resistance out of her as I pump her full of jizz, which I know will impregnate her. Which I know will ruin her life.

And then I pull out and sheepishly nut into my boxers.

5 Responses to “Even More on Beating Off”

  1. Anonymous July 20, 2012 at 9:08 am #

    You’re like Abraham in Kierkegaard’s “Fear and Trembling”. Abraham believes, with one hundred percent certainty, that God wants him to sacrifice Isaac, but at the same time also believes, again, with one hundred percent certainty, that God wouldn’t actually allow Abraham’s only son to die.

    • collapseofman July 20, 2012 at 10:21 am #

      He’s not like Abraham, man.

      • sylviasarah July 20, 2012 at 11:35 am #

        The rundown in wikipedia is pretty convincing…i mean, I dont think the reference to isaac relates to this post but I could see a comparison to DT and K’s Abraham. Wishful thinking of course.

      • Anonymous July 20, 2012 at 2:40 pm #

        i think he’s a pretty princess

  2. Hailey July 26, 2012 at 8:58 pm #

    I got pregnant that way (he did pull out but I still got pregnant). It didn’t ruin my life.

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