Good Job, Satan

Oh cool you’re reading my amazon reviews. Yes, meditation is going well. Thank you for asking. I did it just now. It certainly helps me not beat the fuck out of cretins on a daily basis; meditationwill help any person gain perspective outside of his transient emotions. “Meditation without bullshit” is a fine and useful book, unlike yours. You hold on to shit for years and years, stewing in your own pointless juices.

Your book isn’t selling, and it isn’t going to sell. It’s going to do far worse than simple collections of your blog entries. Know why? Because there is zero market for a revenge fantasy written by a 40yo loser who hates the world for not adequately celebrating his “intellect”. You’re good at Livejournaling but are absolute shit at fiction.

look up PFOAs to get even more paranoid. i was browsing the cookware section at ROSS DRESS FOR LESS and one of the pans had a sticker that proudly said it was PFOA-Free. took a photo to remember to look it up later. went home and tried to read about what this new bad chemical is. but my brain is already too rotten from BPA, BPS, sodium lauryl sulfate etc. etc. to understand so i just add this as one other acronym to be aware of. its too late anyway. my dick’s already 1″ shorter than it was in 2012 and in 2012 it was 1″ smaller than when i recall measuring it in 2005. from 8″ to 6″…it’s fucking over….no girl will never want me unless i was a multi-millionaire high status guy. and even then she’ll cry rape somehow to take it all.

if you live in a big city you just have to accept that you’re swimming in toxic poisonous air water food all the time. everything in the city will make you gay. especially if you live in la, sf or sd. back in 1990-2004, san diego was known as one of the the last “conservative” counties in socal. they voted for bush. 10 years later there’s now an entire neighborhood of homosexuals. every tech company in sd has females and faggots and trannies. inclusion. and you know what? good. let the system crash. everyone’s getting weaker and dumber and there’s nothing we can do about it but care about our own meager lives.

anyway, there are ways to get rid of these toxins like sweating them out and eating only the purest organic groceries hand-picked by Fair-Trade workers, but within hours they’re back in your system. you can get a BATHMATE® to make your dick bigger. this was recommended by GoodLookingLoser back in the day. he’s friends with Cerno. it costs $200. to make a spare $200 you have to sit 4-8 hrs in front of the computer screen, your dick getting more and more deprived of oxygen from being in that unmasculine and unnatural seated position.

i could have a bigger dick bigger muscles more money better car big house etc etc but instead i’ll just continue being poor and masturbating to the xvideos results for “amateur teen wearing socks dildo”. if that makes me gay for touching my own dick for stimulation then so be it. the entire industrial/postindustrial world is gay. the only non-gay move at this point is to move out into the wilderness. i would die within 2 days. maybe that’s the solution to all these troubles. maybe that’s what chris mccandless planned to do all along.