Dream Number 5

18 Oct

I had a dream that Isolde was pregnant. We were roommates. She was Mexican instead of Filipina. Some discussion that it might be mine. But she’d gone from not showing to a medium size bump instantly. She’d be about 4 or 5 months, we decided. So it was his. He was in the picture before me in this dream. She was wearing a midriff shirt. I could see the belly. Her being Mexican it might have had some downy hair. And she asked if I wanted to stay and take care of it.

Isolde is gone in every meaningful sense. We’ll stay friends but she won’t let me fuck her anymore. And that’s OK. She’s an excellent person. I’m glad to know her. She has (REDACTED), she needs to get fingered with two fingers instead of having her pussy licked gently and even then she can’t cum. She’s a germ freak, she sanitizes her hands constantly. She thinks Woodrow’s giving her fleas whenever she comes to my house. And none of that matters anyway. She found a guy in a halfway house, he does graffiti or some other urban white boy shit and he’s 25 and has a bigger dick, etc. Why do I feel so strongly for her. Is it because she’s so young. But it was like this for Sadie Wong who’s 36. Is it just Southeast Asian women. I can still feel exactly like a 14 year old boy seeing the girl he likes holds another boy’s hand. Like walking in on Trevor kissing Sarah Chang at the party. Mattress and blankets laid out on the floor in his parents’ rich people basement. He had a house to party in. A place to take her. He had logistics.

Meanwhile my AA sponsor will ban me from seeing Xochitl again. Because she has a boyfriend. Because her absentmindedly touching the buttons on my shirt is a religious experience. And my fucking parents are coming this weekend, exactly when she’s in town. My stupid parents’ big visit interfering with plans to see girls at 45 years old. Picking you up early from the dance in their car with no muffler. Life stays the same. There is no next phase. Authority figures and old people cockblock you forever, and it’s always your last shot.

And the absolute horror of having to go to work while he’s naked with her somewhere in a girly white comforter. A feeling like looking down at your hands after a bike wreck. Putting together contracts, clients and services. Golden handcuffs till I get that ticket out. I’ll buy a house, a basement, a mattress and blankets I’ll lay out for Sarah Chang’s ghost and that bitch still won’t come.

13 Responses to “Dream Number 5”

  1. Sneedlydoo October 18, 2021 at 7:30 pm #

    Thank you for the update. Would luv some more ‘o these dreamscape posts, my dude.
    Rock on!

  2. Jocko October 19, 2021 at 11:07 am #

    “Isolde is gone in every meaningful sense.”

    Good. She was not Age-Appropriate.

  3. Anonymous October 20, 2021 at 10:22 pm #

    Thanks for updating more frequently.

    • Mister Nigglesworth October 21, 2021 at 11:36 pm #

      We shud only leeb pozitive, uplifting, nice comments that encourage DelishiousTacos to poast as frequently as he can do so but only if it’s convenient and comfortable for him. Pls kind sirs do the sneedful :^)

      • Anonymous October 24, 2021 at 9:21 pm #

        How’s life treating an insufferable faggot like you? Good, I’m sure.

  4. Neurosis fairy October 22, 2021 at 1:35 am #

    What, were you late for work?

    I’ll buy a house for Sarah Chang’s ghost and she still won’t come.

    I accept bitcoin.

    • Mister Nigglesworth October 22, 2021 at 12:37 pm #

      Do asian ghosts have tighter pussies? Only one way to find out!

      • Cryptic fedora neurosis fairy October 22, 2021 at 1:21 pm #

        No, this is the writer’s workshop section of the comments. The asian pussy symposium is a couple threads back. And ghosts are too old.

      • admin user November 1, 2021 at 3:35 am #

        once they have a kid, it’s all stretched out

  5. Catxman November 4, 2021 at 6:51 pm #

    If there’s no chance of a kid having green or blue eyes, it’s pretty much a worthless proposition, Catxman sez.

    • BixNood November 6, 2021 at 11:25 am #

      Agree with you Catxman, but might wanna preface that with NATURAL green or blue eyes. Some azn women wear blue contact lenses. these are the ones that are most self-loathing and most attracted to whiteboiz. They look weird and artificial, though. I’ve seen some good-looking hapas, but also many weird looking ones as well.

    • Mister Nigglesworth (insufferable faggot) November 6, 2021 at 7:48 pm #

      he took the vacc, if he ever makes a baby it will have pitch-black eyes. look it up, i wish i was joking.

  6. Erren DeGeneles November 20, 2021 at 10:12 am #

    Oh my G-d, only 10 days left in November and still no poast from our intrepid narrator, the DelishyTaco….has the Moderna finna done him in? Brain fog plus blood clots can take out even the healthiest of manospheric writers.

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